Tuesday, January 21, 2014

You never know

When it's unbelievable
The journey was different
The circumstances weren't remotely the same
The picture you could see getting made in front of you had a different outline, content, script, story
and when you realize that the main character is someone else, it changes the whole idea of it
The thought will never be the same when you think about this every time now
The main character changed the meaning of the title too
It amuses me how we reject what we have and want it when we don't
Why do we do that even when we know it's a mistake?
How are we willing to commit that mistake knowingly?
When you have a flow of emotions like a river

When you've always had words to express your state of mind
But this one time, you don't. You weirdly don't. You don't have a reason to validate the vacuum
You're happy for someone, someone you could've appreciated more in life

Still obsessed with the lines ~
"You're my backbone
You're my cornerstone
You're my crutch when my legs stop moving
You're my head start
You're my rugged heart
You're the pulse that I've always needed
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating..."

How does one even manage to come up with such beautiful lyrics in the first place? How?

Aaah, when it hurts
It hurts to know you could have, what the other person does, today
But it's too late
and you can't do anything but be happy for this person
and that's exactly what you should
because who knows in life
No one does!
It's as unpredictable as the heartbeat of a person, like they say

The forbidden is what always seems the most appealing

I hate how people come and go in your life
Like, okay, they had their roles to play and all.. I get that
But how is it ever fair? Is anything ever is? (starting to doubt it)
Why do so much for the other person when you won't eventually be there in the long run?
No, it's not the better decision, because you're only going to make it harder for one to deal with all of the pieces
How hard is that to understand?

We need time to recover
from incidents and thoughts that have left an impact, or have caused too much collateral damage

Under Control ft. Hurts - Calvin Harris & Alesso
If I Lose Myself - Alesso Vs One Republic (Alesso remix)
Surrealistic Pillow - Jefferson Airplane

When every thing isn't right
and you're stuck
You can't do much at the moment but it consumes you a little everyday

When you've been used to living away from home since eleven years, but miss it randomly one day
and you have no idea what initiated it

"That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt."

"My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations."

"If everything seems under control, you're just not going fast enough."

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