Monday, April 22, 2013

Faith.. is it?

I don't know what it is
If it's people's words that affect your opinion and decisions
Or the lyrics of a song
Or a similar situation handled earlier
Or something you happened to witness and could relate to it

Why? Why does it all have to be so hard?
"It eats me up alive" - does that sentence even make sense when whatever it is/was, has already managed to get out of your system?

I miss
so much
of the past
that I don't know how to go about it now

I miss
the comfort
the hatred

A part of me wants some of it so badly
The other part just doesn't wanna be the risk taker any longer

I hate how things become when we grow up
Why do we?

I know, I know.. it's the problems we've created in our heads
Problems that don't even exist really
In our heads, they do naa

I'm just not ready to deal with something again, something I've already dealt with, in the past
But if it is the power of the mind that has everything in its control, then why the thoughts that you do not want to keep in/around your head, keep coming back?
I'm not saying you're fighting it any longer
No, you're not, you dealt with it, and it did come to peace and calm
But it's like medical surge
It seemed all flowers and rainbows for a bit until you're falling back into something you've just managed to get out from

When you lose things
Like the lines you'd penned down in a note on your phone and it just vanished.
Yeah, yeah, that happens
But, it was a long one, and you'd really elaborated on some of your thoughts, you did think you'd get back to

When the universe is still conspiring and you don't let it get it to you
It affects you a little, each time there's a knock at the door you shut a while ago, invariably anyway

There should be more than one Sunday in a week!

A person told me sometime back,
for a child, love will always be conditional
There are conditions attached to that love towards the parent
But for a parent,
love will always be unconditional towards any of their children

Paint The Silence - South
Honey And The Moon - Joseph Arthur
Hide And Seek - Imogen Heap
Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley
Terrible Person - Rooney
I Want To Hear What You Have Got To Say - The Subways
Blue Light - Bloc Party
Soul Meets Body - Death Cab for Cutie
Song For No One - Ian Broudie

"A person who has never owned a dog has missed a wonderful part of life."
"Some people don't realize what they've got because everything was given to them."


"Now, should we treat women as independent agents, responsible for themselves? Ofcourse.
But being responsible has nothing to do with being raped. Women don't get raped because they were drinking or took drugs. Women do not get raped because they weren't careful enough.
Women get raped because someone raped them."

Delhi = The Rape Capital

<The truth>

Where is the humanity?
Seriously, where the hell is it?

<Crisis in our community>


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